A Mother’s Journey By Vanessa Caraveo
Corre Miguel!
With her small baby in her arms the mother looks distressfully back,
Seeing her four year old son began to lag behind.
The hot summer night in the treacherous Rio Grande Valley terrain
Is unforgiving for those who look for a better future.
She left it all,
Absolutely everything behind
To give her young son Miguel and her baby a chance for a better future.
Going back is not a choice
She knows what awaits them if they return to the violence-stricken place they escaped.
They rest below a huisache shrub in the desert valley,
She pulls Miguel close to her and holds her newborn closer as well.
Miguel falls asleep shortly.
She tries hard to be strong
But tears stream down her cheeks
With the uncertainty if this treacherous journey will end well.
That is the worst feeling of all
Coming so far only to have a better life
But being uncertain if you will even make it to the end
Or what the outcome will be.
She had seen on television back home so much conflict about a wall
She knows this new plight is challenging
Not only arriving, but being received by many with so much discrimination
Towards those who only want a better future.
She tries to withhold her sobs so Miguel doesn’t hear
There is nothing a mother wouldn’t do for her children.
It’s instinct.
She feels Miguel moving
And gives him a kiss on his forehead.
Tomorrow is a brand new day
She tries not to lose faith this long journey will end well
“Ayudanos Virgencita,”
She quietly pleads
As she closes her eyes and falls asleep for tomorrow is a new day
Holding on to the hope for a better life.